Opinions from you on this relationship issue? tough one!?

Hey! Ive been with my boyfriend for 2 years, we had the most perfect relationship. we would bicker sometimes but nothing major. After 2 years together i fell pregnant, we planned to have the baby. However i became very depressed with the pregnancy i spoke to him about it. My career and mind werent ready for a child, i was not emotionally ready. Im 22 and became very isolated, i got to the point where i didnt want to socialise with my friends as i would envy there lifestyles and how they could still do whatever pleased them and had no baby to look after. I became very depressed and changed my mind numerous times. My mum was opposed to the idea of a baby in my life right now but she came round to the idea. and was ok with everything. His parents were thrilled. After much soul searching and a few mind changes i made the heartbreaking decision to terminate the pregnancy. I told him of my final decision on new years day and ask if we would be ok and carry on the relationship he said we can but he needs time. as soon as i went ahead with the termination he didnt speak to me, wouldnt take my calls and called me the worst names. 3 weeks later and we speak on fair terms now. we speak everyday over phone or text and the texts are friendly. I had my driving test ( i failed) and he said if i p we will go for something to eat together. ( over the past 8 weeks he has told me numerous times he hates me, and he would never get back together with me) he called me a murderer a liar for ever intending to have the baby and that i was influenced by other peoples opinions. which i wasnt, the termination was my decision. we have since spent the night together, i was a little teary eyed he hugged me and kissed me and one thing led to another. we had . this man has got me so confused.i was in a club he told a guy not to talk to me because i am his girlfriend even though hes made it clear to me I AM NOT. its so confusing. any opinions or similar experiences? what is he thinking?